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there are two times a year when anxiety gets the best of me the end of may to the end of regents week, and winter.

It was really bad in june with the whole natilie thing and then I got over it as soon as I took my last regents. Then I was pretty happy. Everything was going well, and I vowed to myself that I would worry about the SATS ACTS and all that shit I need to get into college. It was working out pretty well. Until the end of January.

My mom and I started bickering like cats and dogs, my dad started to feel like I was emo. Fucking EMO. Then the whole fighting thing ceased then I got into a fight with my friend.

The result was she was acting like an elementry school child and not talking to me. This is going on for three weeks. I said I was sorry, but I don't think she cares. I dont think she wants to even forgive me. All I know is we're both wrong here. I'm wrong for probably setting her off and she's wrong by ignoring me and not working things out and making it worse.

I've always believed that a fight is not started by one. It's started by both. One person is wrong by the way they set it off, the other person is wrong by the way they handle it. For example Natilie and I, we both somehow started this battle between us, I thought the fact I liked her boyfriend would blow off. The right thing to do in this situation, ignore it and take it as a compliment. How ever she was wrong by starting off with telling the teacher I liked her boyfriend, like the world had to know. And then I was wrong by saying shut the hell up you slut! If that didn't happen she wouldnt be pissed in fact we could of probably laughed it off.

It this point it's fighting that makes us human over the wild beasts. I know Hashem sent us here for a reason to learn. Maybe Hashem wanted there to be fighting, hatred. But now when I am starting to distinguish the meaning of right and wrong in a more enlightened way, the reason fights start is, we've got nothing better to do and we always wanna be right. Everyone has different opinions why doesnt anyone really understand.

It's even pointless why wars start:
1) WW1- the archduke is assinated
2)The revolutionary War-Taxes!
3)The War in Iraq- George Bush was pissed at Saddam Hussein because he tried assassinate his father.

Come on there are ways we avoid this.

You could disagree with me or not. But I think there are more important things in this world than fighting. And if ur gonna fight, fight for something that makes sense. Not something that will make u die a small horrible death!

XoXoX
Tre

well i am getting itno those challenges so here is one of my promt tables!:
( 100 situations )

( 100 moods )



well wish me luck!

I was interviewed by my lovely crowdedroomss so here is what i had to say!

1. if you had to choose one famous person to spend forever with on a desert island, who would it be && why?
Mike Dirnt....1 he needs to be saved from his girlfriend LOL 2 he's my hero and we could comfort each other when we are down and three i just wanna see those sexy arms bound above his head

2. what acronym do you use most often on the computer?
LOL

3. if you could have lunch with anyone alive or dead, who would it be && why?
Tre cool then i know i would diffently have kinky sex afterwards!

4. name one regret.
that i applyed for a floater rather than a group consular......because i am not with the doras as much as i want to


5. do you believe in the supernatural?
yes of course i do!

if ya wanna be interviewed then say INTERVIEW ME!

Ok soo my friend and i made a community which was inspired by a sign on myspace that i made a joke so please join and i will give out a lot of green day cookies!!!!!!



freemikedirnt

Thank you!!!!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I
wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

Ok I thought the interview thing with angie was funn so I will interview u people just comment "Interview Me" and I will drop a few questiones!! LOL Angie u inspire me!!!!

Well mikeyface interviewed me and here are ze answers!!!!

( Norka wants to be a bassist! )

love ya angie MUWAZZ!!!

XoXoX
Tre

First off this quiz resault is soooo wrong!!!!: I AM A DOM GET IT DOM LOL!!!!

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Well the funny story comes tonight. I am having a confirmation tommorow which like means I am getting my ass out of hebrew high. So the rabbi sent us these emails and we had to answer his questions.

So one of them asked well what are dreams:

So one I said one to remain creatives, win track counties, be a bassist or a drummer and finally Meet my childhood hero Mike Dirnt.

So I sent the email and I am like OH FUCK DID I MENTION MIKE SHIT!!!!! So that was one thing i worried about tonight. So the lights went down it was all dark and only the ark was opened and there was litterally thunder and lightning. So he calls the first kid jason.

Jason is up there for a good 5 minutes and I am like OH SHIT OH SHIT he is gonna think i am scary for mentioning Mike Dirnt in my prayers lol.

So he finishes with Jason and he says my name:

"Nikki"

So I am like oh shit. So I walk onto the bimah like shaking like ugh I am worrying again. So I am up there and he mentions how I wanna be a psychologist and help people like me who worry. So finally he says this(and this is only me and the rabbi because it is individual):

"Now you emailed me that your role model is a certain Mike Dirnt"

I am like oh no

He is like:

"Obviously I never heard of this band green day is it? i don't know so I resarched this Mike Dirnt and he had a hard life he had his adoption from his mother, his parents divorce, the death of his stepfather, 2 divorces you two both have alot in common but mike seems to have more to worry about about"

This whole time I am like in my head:

"YES!!! YES YES!!!! HE MENTIONED MIKE!!!!"

I didnt listen to the rest because all I focused on was him talking about Mike Dirnt. And to bless my creativity. I had to say that was sooooooo awesome.

I don't know I think i am gonna be focusing how the rabbi mentionedabout mike now LOL!!! I LOVE U MIKE DIRNT ♥ well wish me luck tommorow i am reading a poem which i will post tommorow and a haftorah portion *shudders*

XoXoX
Tre

Guys please join my friend's and I fan fic community


http://community.livejournal.com/addicted2gdffs/profile

THanks it would be great!!!!!!!

Hello my name is Norka and you are currently entering my outragous thoughts. Well since you are starting to get to know me let me tell you a few facts about myself:

My five ultimate favorite bands are:(in order)
Green Day-MY FAVORITE BAND!!
My Chemical Romance
Fall Out Boy
Hawthorne Heights
and Finally:
The used

I do a sport. It's particually not like a typical sport anyone would do. I do Track. It seems I have failed besides soccer to make any team whatsoever. THough my coach is an degenerate asshole who only cares about counties. My friends are awesome I shall tell ya more about them later.

I have a major obsession with Tre cool. Hense my LJ name and Hense the background. Believe me I know Tre Cool off the back of by head! Personally Billie Joe is the least hottest of Billie Mike and Tre....but Billie is good looking....but Mike and Tre are hotter they also make a great slash couple *wink* *wink*

Speaking of slash...it's the hottest mother fucking shit I have ever read. Oh yeah did I mention I just got into slash....usually my other fan fics contained kidnapings and shit

Well I gotta go write in ya tommorow!